Don't be fooled and think that this is an easy path to choose. I knew when I decided to get "stage" ready that it would take everything I had in me to get there.
Today is one of those days - totally exhausted! People ask me at work if I'm okay - I find myself a little edgy with everyone - why? It is because today I am wiped out! I was at the gym until 7:30pm last night then had to run to grocery store to get more produce for dinner and I had to prep the next 2 days of food for work. All that means late getting to bed and then up at 5:30 to be at the gym at 6am for another training session - because of my work schedule and my trainers it just works that way on Wednesday nights and then early Thursday mornings and let me just say - WOW- I am so wiped out. So that huge crazy on top of the world smile and attitude has just cracked a little and I just need some rest. I thought I would share this because it is all not just yeah gym then home and rest - there are so many other things going on and sometimes I just wanna scream too!!!
It crosses your mind - why am I doing this - and God I need some help here - and there isn't a day that goes by that something on my body isn't hurting - like why the hell go through that - the answer is - because once I get to my goal it will SO BE WORTH ALL OF THIS. Oh and tomorrow and leg day - someone should probably just kill me now :( LOL!
I have what it takes and it will take everything I have - how about u?
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